Still Waiting...

So, I have to repent. I'm not sure how I got completely wrapped up in the idea that this little guy was coming early, maybe it was the fact that I was dilated to a four, 60% effaced, and my membranes were stripped.... I don't know.... Nevertheless, I have humbly come back to reality and of course accepted the fact that he is MY child, so why would he come early? I mean that would be completely uncharacteristic of both of us... and I have accepted the fact that he may not even come on time... cause that would also be uncharacteristic of us. I also learned that my Grandma (who I seem to patterned a lot after) never went into hard labor. She would get to the hospital dilated to a 7 or 8 and they would have to break her water for her to have hard contractions... so, this should be an interesting week.... I'll keep you posted.

Until then... I guess I'll keep myself occupied with work and of course my new obsession. It seems to be the only thing keeping me sane right now.